At Mauthausen
Elize Nocente
seeing heaps of unbreathing women
upon unbreathing women
not even death itself could have rivaled
the lack of moving air between them.
sticks, rickety starved dolls
persecuted from pure lands
bulldozed
falling one over the other
rotting hands clawing at emaciated figures for
some space in the pile
sardines packed into sick oil, coal dust for blankets
sun light not even touching the wire circles
nooses repulsion hung from the sky
not for the pile but for the crowds watching
behind them
and looming over them tall sheds of evil
peeling green paint like fungus
that made the guards there
look human but before them
sprawling grass, green again
and stones paving the ground
black like night
black like uniforms
and beneath the painfully existent ashes
unbreathing, the heap
before a man grabs their legs
ankles thin like razor blades
and bleeding invisibly from the cut
the man shoves their body into
a large cavity, reminiscence of before,
and fire tempering the lost hope
and the unpureness
into memory, remembering
the crime committed
in my backyard.
Written shortly after a visit to the Mauthausen concentration camp.