nonsense words that spill
Juniper
You.
You and your words
I
I and my words
My words
create craters visible to everyone those of an earthquake
your words are invisible
making small cuts of blades in skin,organs,hair,heart,lungs
till everything is too damaged to function
But when I step through the door
You celebrate me
for my stupid scribbles and lines of nonsense
they are the blood that circulates and keep my body functioning
those lines
I wish I could claim
these
lines of
nonsense of
My
Own
but then you wouldn’t recognize them
call me ugly,
brush me off like a disgusting single cell organism
to quote the oxford dictionary
A parasite is that of
“an organism that lives in or on an organism of another species (its host) and benefits by
deriving nutrients at the other's expense.
’
so
Am I the parasite
that hides behind glass
and cries when you turn away
Takingyourwordslikeknivestoskin
Bringingupmynonsenseblooddabblingdownmy crackedhandsandfingerstillitpoolsandusingyour
wordsknivesofmetaltoripmyorgansoutandgetridof thediseasedonestolieonthefloorasthesoundof
nonsensewordsdrainsdownmyhandslikepebbles anddroplets.
will
you
drink
what
is
Not
yours?
I feel like poetry is a way of expressing, and I know I am not good at it, but... I hope you can find a little bit of light or understanding in these scribbles.